I fought these tendencies for years but I've finally given up.
In truth being degraded angers and disgusts me – angers because I cannot deny the attraction, that hot burn as I am put in humiliating situations, publicly put in my place, made to embarrass myself. Now understand, this isn't something I want. Then after presenting it to the male standing at the store entrance who was controlling me that evening being publicly berated.'That's not big enough, go back and get a really big one!' as everyone stared and pointed. I've been instructed to dress as a common streetwalker, short skirt, white satin shirt, six inch heels, fishnet stockings – then go to a grocery store and purchase a single cucumber. It was intensely humiliating as he turned them on in a restaurant, laughing as I struggled not to cum.a battle I lost several times that evening. I teased an otherwise nice male into holding the remote for my vibrating panties. Since I realized and accepted my submissive nature I've explored various fantasies. Stories Hub / BDSM / Slave Auction Slave Auction
